well once again i am on here after a long while passes by...mark, i and breanna are doing well...we got a new car...well new to us it is a 95 mervury tracer trio and its the first car we have owned so we love it....lol...mark had hurt his arms at his job so he had to quit considering he had to lift things up to three times the weight he is. ( he was working at a furniture place like rent a center)...he is currently looking for something new which he is excited about anyways...he wasnt too happy with what he was doing even though he was making really good money...otherwise all is well....i am now working at david's bridal in ft myers which is about 20 from where we live...its alright i enjoy alot more than i though i would since i have a serious tomboy in me and i dont know much about wedding gowns..lol...i work in the alterations dept so its kinda fun. i get to learn news things everyday...anyhoo...for the most important part of my life which everyone knows is my daughter...she is doing extremely well...she is only just 9 months and is walking talking and doing things that just absolutely amaze mark and i...she definally takes after her daddy...not only does she look exactly like him...but she is very intelligent for he age...im very proud to have her for my daughter...she is beautiful and perfect in everyway....she is my heart and my soul and therefore i would be nothing without her...i love her more than i could ever explain....i hope that the 3 of us will go to the beach today...i would love to take pictures of breanna playing in the sand and in the ocean...she loves the water so much...seeing her laugh at the waves feels me with so much joy....anyways i thought i would just do a quick update...until next time...here is a recent picture of breanna...she is my doll!!!

Well its been a long time but so much has went on...i finally had my baby girl!...she is so beautiful and i cannot describe the feeling of being a mommy...i love it so much...she is my world and i love her with all my heart...she was born on the 11th at 9:23 pm...she was 7 pounds 3 ounces and was 20 inches long...we did have some problems at first which scared the living hell out of me and mark...i went into the hospital with bad pains that day thinking i was in some major labor and come to find out i have 4 huge kidney stones which she was laying on...they decided to enduce me cause i was in so much pain and me being in pain causes her stress...well she was in stress and within an hour of enducing my labor 4 nurses ran in my room and was putting me on oxygen checking monitiors and turning me over....mark and i were so scared...they said her heartbeat dropped from 145 to 50 and that if it happened again they would have to give me a c section...well it happened again and they gave me the c section..when she first come out she wasnt breathing...come to find out she had a bowel movement in me and when she took her first breath she got poo in her lungs...i had to wait 3 hours to see her cause they had to clear her lungs on put her on a monitor to watch over her for a while..the next day come to find out her oxygen level wouldnt stay up either and she was turning blue sometimes..she was having problems transitioning from the womb to the real world and the fluid that was in her lungs was giving her problems...they transferred her to another hospital to the baby ICU for a week to make sure nothing else was going on cause they also thought she may have had something wrong with her heart...thank god she doesnt...i was still in the hospital myself when they transfeered her cause i had to have kidney surery...they put stents in my kidneys and had to spend a week in the hospital myself because of that and the c section...it was horrible because i wanted to be with my new baby girl...i cried until i could cry no more and then i was angry i love mark so much as well he was there from start to finish and stayed with me and our daughter...he got no sleep for a week from running back and forth from both hospitals...i could only imagine what was going through his mind...he thought he was going to lose both of us..i love him and breanna andwould seriously be nothing without the both of them....everything is fine though we got to bring her home on the 18th...she still has a little fluid in her lungs that she has to cough up but her oxygen level is staying up...here is a picture of mine and marks beautiful little girl...

well thats about it for now...i have to go and tend to breannaright now...my baby is hungry!!

i love mark and breanna ranea!!